28. A mistake of a picture


Martha and Dylan, Brooklyn / Paris, November 2025.
ROLL 593 | FRAME 34
Last year in November I went to Paris. Every time I travel I rewind the roll that is in my camera and then load it back into the camera after I go through security and wind it to the frame where I left off. I forgot to wind it and I accidentally double-exposed four pictures from this roll, blending my room in Brooklyn with the streets of Paris. Of course, I now have the narrative of “I ruined the only three pictures I was excited about this year”. Which might or might not be true.

What is true is that I am so unsure about any of the pictures I took this year. They are not particularly different from the pictures that came before, but that is exactly the problem. When I made Small Death I looked at every picture I have ever made. I organized it and thought about them very hard. All the pictures I made afterwards did not surprise me. I also spent long stretches of time without photographing.

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